Once again...I'm lazy...haha

never go school in the morning...

went swimming with dear dear...haha...forget to bring goggles this time round...omg...den dear dear like very not happy with me...gif me angry face n nag at me...haha...but i learn new style...okok...just know how to float...haha...at first like very noob/stupid...every time just sink down...haha...but pratice made perfect...haha...i done it!

actually i'm happy but dunno dear happy ma...cause she like so angry with me abt not bringing the goggles...

went sch at 12 plus...pass consent forms to dear's fren...den went for DS with SH...like so stupid...waste time with him...he talking craps!haha

den 4.45 we went watch DaVinCi code...haha...my dear longed wanted to watch this show...not a bad show...but i doze off...haha...overall....nice show...

had cheese potato chips for tibits...yucks!so er xin...eat till wanna vomit...dear dear also...haha...she after eating...her face changed...haha...she also wanna vomit le...haha...den sent her home...

reached home eat le den went sleep...haha...too tired...plus no 1 wanna talk to me at home...haha...sry dear...never wait for u...^^

5/31/2006 09:15:00 PM;
I made my mark

had my MTP CA in the morning...wasn't as hard as i expected...haha...think my dear will get higher marks den me...haha...thx dear for helping me to recap during the bus journey...just finished my BCM test(listening comprehension)also...omg...it was alot more easier than my 'O' level listening comprehension...haha...so straight forward...

feel so relax now...cleared of tests for now...haha...maybe tml gonna watch DaVinCi code tml with dear dear...haha...let's see how it goes...

5/30/2006 03:00:00 PM;
I made my mark

never went for first lesson...haha...sick ma...fa sao...haiz...so uncomfortable...but when dear dear come to my house...sumhow feeling ok...

den we went for mp lesson...j low give us a revision paper to do...den is like diff from her focus area...but i dun care much...just go study her previous forcus area...when doing the paper...saw my dear dear really really stress...hardly saw her tt stress...so i decided to bring her watch movie...watched X-men...quite a nice show...haha...

den i went to my dear dear's house to study for MTP...haha...wanted her to score well for tml paper...so i always say repeat...haha...dunno if she will find it fan ma...haha...she like totally diff person le...from a happy go lucky gal to a like to study gal...haha...really saw her stress till she cry...in my mind i only wanted her to score well...maybe try her very best...den no regrets...haha...sry dear if i really got talk loudly at u today...

reach home at abt 11pm...den mother tell me abt cousin stuffs...i was quite mad at him...spit si ta...tmd de...not ur car care so much for?haiz...attitude...haha...

5/29/2006 01:17:00 PM;
I made my mark

today meeting my dear's fren to gif her birthday present...we went to parkway parade...like so long never go there le...now like totally a changed place...no more my fav big big acarde...miss my big robot...haha...tt's was nong nong time ago...haha...

We went to shop for joyce's present...saw this tigger...found it quite cute...den also bought 1 wtp for my dear dear...haha...den went for food fare...

lots n lots of food...all quite nice...haha...eat here eat there...

but most importantly is not all the above...today's post topic is AM I TT SCARY?!
haha...y?dear dear's fren bf like so scared of me like tt...like need my dear to be our middle man to chat...haha...omg...maybe he also like me...very quiet de...innocent guy like me...haha...

dear dear's reaction confirmed is -.-lll

sad sad...hahaz...

5/28/2006 01:03:00 PM;
I made my mark

today got some welcome party for entrepreneur club...i think it was quite a success this semester cause quite alot of ppl turned up for the meeting...

den we had game, grooming course n refreshment...^^

we played a game called "ah bang"...haha...quite a stupid game but it's quite nice...not really wanna win tt game cause is like i started to feel sick n wanted to sit down ASAP...but this guy called alex like to think he very pro...so my aim was to let him die...haha...n i manage to kill him ^^...n when he was down...the game had stopped...haha...my dear n i and 2 other people were the winners of tt game...^^

den we went for our grooming course...ms yeo was the person-in-charge...quite a nice lady...know how to talk craps...den we had a grp work...abt wat guys dun like abt gals n wat gals dun like abt guys...den still remember some points wat the gals dislike abt gals...diggin nose...diggin nose got fault meh? is like everyone will do 1 ma...just dun do it in front of other ppl can le...n 1 more is act cool...den tt ms yeo say ya lo...got small eyes den still go wear sunglasses...den later take off de shi hou...all gals run away...haha...like shooting me...sad sad...

she still teach us how to do handshake...so lucky she choose to shake with me...den i was like so tired n sick le...also no mood to shake her hand...haha...den she still force me to hold her hands tight tight...haha...bo bian...just grab her hands lo...dunno will she feel pain anot...haha

den after tt we went for refreshment...got curry puffs, pandan cake, banana muffin, etc...all quite fav to me...but no mood to eat...cause not feeling too well...haha...but still got eat some...cause i hungry ^^

i can say tt everything went quite smoothly for today...haha...so gd...maybe cause with dear dear...

5/26/2006 09:19:00 PM;
I made my mark

just came back from dear's house...was slacking at her fav place...we talked lots n lots of craps....dunno y...i felt so relax...this feeling hardly happen...so so happy to see her though we always see each other in school everyday...undescriptive feeling...really enjoyed talking to her...had lots of fun also...

i realise tt love is really growing fast within us...love had gone deep...cant really dun see her for just 1 sec...dunno how to survive in NS...haha...

sry dear...maybe just now i too tired le...den gif u a weird look...haha...but honestly...i really feel very happy just now...sumhow i think some strange energy is rushing thru me...so overjoyed & active...^^

5/25/2006 11:25:00 PM;
I made my mark

really tired lo...is like dun even wanna go school de...but is like dear dear quite happy she bought her PE shirt...haha...dun wanna let her buy tt PE shirt for nothing...so i just go lo...haha...

during our SW...we had 2 rounds of running at the track...was like so tired...dunno y ytd when i went to near my dear house to run...everything was fine...but today like 'tyre flat'...haha...

everything was fine till...when we played street soccer...we had 3 different groups...actually my grp was i,boss,joyce...but saw my dear in another grp,so i swap secretly...haha...den my new grp was wilson,terence,dear,nina,and me...not really happy with the grp(cause of sum1) but somehow my dear was like so overjoyed when she played...maybe cause this is her fav sport ba...i also dunno y she got the energy...haha...in tt grp i like so useless...never scored anything...haha...so weak...but my dear like scoring till like no 1 business...haha...got all attention...hmm...so gd...i like being left out...even my dear left out me...haha...cause she scored so many times...she too happy for herself...laughing so loudly...but when i saw her so happy...i also smile...is like hardly can let her so happy de...maybe my lame joke make her laugh like tt also...haha...i no attention at all...even my grp members also like dun feel like passing ball to me...6 players in a grp but is like only 5 playing...i only useful b4 the start of the game...when we cheer...haha...sad case right?haha...

5/24/2006 11:08:00 PM;
I made my mark

really is a long day today...hmmmm...so bored..........

actually at the morning...mother decided to go swimming but somehow she lazy le...den we never go swiming le...at home nothing to do...just on the computer n play games...cause i know today my dear accompany her father go buy air cooler...haha...so gd...

from morning 10am-6pm cant see my dear...so torturing...only can use my games to stop missing her badly...

b4 my mother went out for her shopping...she come 2 my room and ask me:
Mother:is this shirt nice?(she was wearing a low cut black shirt plus a purple top inside)
Me:Quite nice...but it is low cut...
Mother:ya...so i wear tt purple top inside...
Me:(thinking of my dear)i dun like my gf to wear sumthing like tt...cause i think exposed too much le...
Mother:really?I also dun like when those perverts keep looking at me...so irritated...
Me:tt's y...
Mother:but u guys r very strange...like to look at girls wearing these...but dun like own gf to wear...
Me:ya..correct la...but is like own gf ma...who 1 his gf 2 wear sumthing like tt den let other 1 c...

den mother left the room...I recalled back...actually quite true lo...is like guys like c other gals wear less...but dun wan own gf 2 wear less...strange isn't it?haha...

i know my dear also like to wear spaghetti straps but i forbid her to wear...cause like show too much le...but know she like not happy lo...so just wanna say wear anything u like...k?

abt 6pm plus den she come my house...we stay here awhile den went out for desserts...had ice grass jelly...quite cooling...was nice...den for tt 1-2 hrs we were playing cards at her void deck...haha...was winning all the way...send her home at abt 11pm plus den went home to sleep...haha...

5/21/2006 10:51:00 PM;
I made my mark

today is my dear's fren birthday...hmm...actually not really want to go 1...but is my dear's best fren leh...dun wan her fren later other time never call her out...so i just follow lo...we ate steamboat...first time eat soup de steamboat...haha...dun think the food is nice...maybe cause DUN HAV MY FAV FRYING FOOD...CANT FRY...haha...but very happy cause my dear with me...but tt's always de...but somehow felt isolated cause i hardly know everyone there except my dear n joycelyn...sry dear...i like so isolated den u also pei wo isolated...shld just talk ma...no need bother me...^^ was like first day in sch...haha...so quiet de...bo bian...cant help being isolated cause is some ppl i dunno...sry dear...dunno got spoilt ur mood ma...but quite happy lo...dunno y also...

5/20/2006 11:34:00 PM;
I made my mark

was liek so bored at my MP lesson den my dear was like so hardworking...actually all my classmates so hardworking except me...i was like so slacking den they so hardworking...haha...picture proven!haha...How can i not buck up when she so hardworking?haha...dear...dun work too hard leh...will stress me de leh...haha...

5/18/2006 11:48:00 PM;
I made my mark

was thinking abt my bad points...den realise tt i got so many...haha...nvm...who dun haf bad points?just willing to change can le...i like so many things restricted my dear...all is like her daily lives...hmm...see her suffering i also sad...ytd when i went acc to smoke with her..she ask me a few questions...i realise tt i'm a controversial person...hm...sry dear...cant be like other people...dear,since u like say not everything must tell me..den ok lo...nvm dun force u le...

only just now...make my dear angry again...forget wat i said...but she mistaken tt i say "go smoke again ar?"...i was like huh?...i never say tt lo...den she angry le...though u say not not happy but know u now still little bit not happy...but sry...i really never say tt...sry sry...let u misunderstand again...

5/18/2006 10:35:00 AM;
I made my mark

hmm...dunno y started to liu lei now...haiz...maybe my heart is crying...omg...is liek a guy crying...so gay...see tt b4?haha...

actually i got swear sumthing very serious...if i angry again at my dear,will die horribly...n think i done it...so the curse dunno when will take place...so if i really leave u all...dun be sad...lost me, u still need to continue life...the earth wont stop cause of me...

just wanna say...cherish every moment now cause u wont know wat will happen the next sec...maybe i'm petty n u'll think i think too much but just dun wan my dear to be sad again...if i really kena the curse...know u will find a better person den me,only know how to make u sad...

hope i'll just stay alive 2 see u again...

5/15/2006 11:58:00 PM;
I made my mark

today quite happy at first...cause today get my pay...haha...was like waiting so long lo...maggie...not mean to always fan ni de abt the pay...haha...got the pay already n wei jian also reutrn the $50 to me...haha...den now can go watch movie with my dear...n eat gd food...

BUT...

after my BCM end at 10am...was walking behind my dear...den got this asshole show middle finger at my dear...at first i dunno wat he doing cause i always never go look at other people...den i ask my dear wat happen...den she say tt is another asshole's fren...i was like so so so MAD...y tt asshole go show middle finger?Never think anything...i just go to tt asshole class...but my dear go stop me...haiz...cant swallow this insult!...dun ever let me catch u again...or u face it...tmd...haiz...cant yin xiong jiu mei...haha...

To those asshole's frens...Come'on, no balls ar? come find me la...fuck...disturb hongyi for wat?n for tt asshole,dun let me know u got say anything bad to hongyi's frens...u dare come find me la...so childish...call ur frens do all this stupid things for wat?no balls...

U wan play black or white?say it out la...ball-less...fuck

*different colour represent different asshole!

5/15/2006 03:20:00 PM;
I made my mark

hmm...today as usual got meet my dear...but is at my house lo...cause i too lazy go out...haha...actually i just wanna see her...dun haf the feeling to go out...haha...

went to mac for dinner...real full...haha...den also haf chat...hmm...den abt 9plus i send her home...we stay at her void-deck till 10 plus...haha...was making film...she was my award-winner actress...haha...had a great fun with her...always do...^^

on my way back home...she msg n ask me a question...den i found tt i dun really know how to make a gal happy...hmm...real sad...i always think tt i know wat the gal is thinking...but i was wrong...i completely dunno wat my dear is angry abt n still was angry with her y she so fierce to me...haiz...my stupid mindset...sry dear...dunno how to console u n to hong u...

i also know i restricted u to many things...u might feel uncomfortable...e.g. cant wear clothes tt u like...but for smoking...i really wont feel angry le...cause u really do everything for my sake...tt packet of cigarettes is the prove...

5/14/2006 11:30:00 PM;
I made my mark

wat a great day to start...

today was still like a normal day to me until maggie msg wei jian at tampines interchange saying "tell wee kwang his hair not nice"...i was like -.-lll...haha...so straight forward for?hurt my feelings le lo...haha...

den nvm...but in sch...more ppl like nina,joyce...come to me saying "y u go cut hair?"i was liek telling them..."ok stop it..."but they still happily talking abt me...like so sad...not i want the hairstyle de ma...haha...stupid hairdresser talking den never really go care abt my hair...den she was like happily shaving off my hair...haha...

today so embarrassed lo...but nvm cause my dear say "nice,cute,small boi"haha...dunno whether to be happy or say...say me small boi...haha...nvm first time n last time going there...haha...just find some barber cut more better...haha...

today afternoon...saw maggie so fierce...hardly saw her blow up lo...scary...angry until i nearly kena scolding by her...but i know she not purposely...so nvm lo...haha...

5/10/2006 11:33:00 PM;
I made my mark

today never go sch...haha...cause i lazy go n my dear sick...wanna take care of my dear...haha.my dear morning wanna bluff me le...say wat take taxi come den no money gif wan me go down n gif her money...she still tell me hurry up...den i anxiously open the door den i saw her outside the house...omg...she was like happily laughing at me...den my expression is like -.-lll ...haha...but bo bian...not first time le...haha

at my house, she was watching her da chang jin..den i also accompany her watch but until episode 5 or 6...i too tired le...so i go sleep...haha...wake up 1hr plus later...haha...

evening time,i go Genki Sushi eat...together with my dear,my bro, and also my mother...haha...my dear eat chicken teriyaki set...she eat so much...haha...stomachache dun blame me hor...haha...

5/09/2006 09:20:00 PM;
I made my mark

is like already 1am plus and i'm still awake...omg...need sleep now...hope today onwards will not make my dear angry anymore...those who read this n know who i'm...stop me if i'm doing this...haiz...really pain to see dear dun wanna talk to me or vice versa...cause i can be so moody until dun wanna say any words de...arghh...y is there such a person liek me...so useless...only can make dear sad...sorry dear...i'll grab the chance n wont let it go le...for now only hope u r able to tell me everything u wanna say just like the old times...really miss it...i swear i wont angry le...if not i'll die horribly...soon pa...swee† dream n *kiss*...my dear...

5/09/2006 01:21:00 AM;
I made my mark

hmm...had a very bad quarrel with my dear today...haiz...make me so uncomfortable...cant talk to her...sorry dear...hurt u times n times...was wondering y i like to do tt...

often ask my dear...u never think i petty, short-temper meh...her ans is no...she say no i confirm say ok de cause i trust her...hope she can tahan me ^^...felt so useless...only know how to make my dear cry...haiz...stupid me...understand ur dear can?y make her suffer...arghh.....

5/08/2006 02:17:00 PM;
I made my mark